M岛

花花草草

怀念总是迟到，要不是过年时分，到处都是花的影子，都快忘记了——那里的绣球花开的，既含蓄又奔放。绝对是土壤的关系，花与草可以和睦共处，维他命矿物质公平分配。

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最好的时光

cranky

been long since fingertips touched the smooth round corners of the faded keyboard. the lcd had been lost,blackness migrating from one end to another, wiping out the neatly formed words and images.

the laptop had been handled roughly at the service center,the touch pad felt wrong on the first touch,between the letters formed a film of oil,too deep to cleanse it and too much to ignore it.

i could not imagine how i stuffed the laptop under my bed for weeks, refusing to touch it, as if it was an outcast. the new desktop has yet to arrive, and my withdrawal from technology have been too long and too excruciating.

harping on and on for weeks on this. and yet there's no solution for now. and all i could do is to wait.

*flung hands up in the air, exasperated*

清理过去

把一些回忆再次温习，不忍心，却又心狠手快的把他们装进袋子里，留下来的只省书本和笔记。

一向来，都很害怕清理房间，更恐惧扔掉东西。活得像个收破烂的，这几年来，照片、小物品、明信片、贴纸、所有垃垃杂杂都堆在狭窄的空间里。这一次，终于下定决心清理，装了好多准备送走或顺手丢掉的大大小小箱子和黑袋，合上了盖子，绑紧了黑袋，心里五味杂成。

生活，如果可以选择割让的部分，或许会把沉淀已久的坏心情打包丢弃。少了这些牵挂，再次让风吹进房间，心里终于可以恢复以前的平静与坦然。那些堆积的物品，的确阻碍了回忆，脑子里的画面，有时候不能与旧日子的叙述重叠。

这个时候，才会开始明白，为什么有些人到了一个年纪，把日记一本本地丢入火坑里，文字并没那么重要，怎么样也带不走。每个人，在最后，还不是只能两袖清风，而陪伴他的，唯有历历在目的一生。